don’t you have lots of money for travel coz you are kinda parasitic just like that punk in that dumb evasion book? do you ever wonder if the imbalance is becoming obvious that you take more than you give?

Anonymous asked: don't you have lots of money for travel coz you are kinda parasitic just like that punk in that dumb evasion book? do you ever wonder if the imbalance is becoming obvious that you take more than you give?

how dare you, that book sux!
im not an actual oogle, duh.
at times people take more then they can give, and at other times they give and not take a thing. thats why community and long term friendships are so important as they have holistic and long term understanding of individuals and experiences as well as ways of working together to help each other when an individual or group cant do it for themselves or need certain resources or things to be able to do it themselves. shit happens, life happens, people cant always be perfect and strong or provide for themselves. and that may be food, that may be money, that may be emotional support etc etc etc. there hav definately been times in my life when ive taken more than i could give (more so emotionally and housing wise than money wise) and thats been for so many different reasons, most of which were out of my control. its so special and actually magical to get so much love and time from others when you know you cant return it immediately. i try to be good, i try to listen to people, i try to go outta my way to do stuff for others and show people how thankful i am. but truth be told i hav had alot of mental health issues and been working on becoming ok from traumatic experiences and so cant be the most giving person all the time. there are also times where i can giv alot to others and do, and also times when i cant giv alot to others but actually put their needs above mine and put aside whatever hard state im in to giv to them.
dont be a hater, go back to reading crimethink books and leave me alone.